HolistiSci

When the pull to align yourself with your spirit becomes so strong that you cannot help but follow, there is so much satisfaction – in those private moments, the ones that are uniquely yours but that create a ripple effect on the consciousness of those around you. And in relationships, when you feel the shift and the balance take place.

I find myself confused, however, on how to bring that into my professional world. It’s so easy now to follow the pull to sit down and write and let words flow from my heart, but what does that mean in my job – a world where many may not have the same beliefs as I do? My ego starts to rear up in protection and tells me to fear the judgment, that maybe I’m not good enough, that I could never be like them and lead with such ease and stand so confidently in my ideas.

But I’m not meant to be like them. I am meant to be me. I am meant to allow my soul to fully embody who I am in both my personal and professional life. To allow soul to guide my every move. So that if I feel inspired to share my thoughts, do it. Don’t hold back. Regardless of how those thoughts are received, I’ve done my part – the part that soul asked me to do.

I don’t need to blast the world with my soul’s flame, but I absolutely do need to make sure that I don’t allow any fear or judgment to cause me to stop shining. I am enough. My ideas are enough. I am valuable. I have a unique perspective that belongs to me, and it will go unheard if it’s not shared. And what contribution will I have made to the world then? Does each of my ideas need to be embraced? No. But it’s still my duty to my soul to put them out there.

I write these words as healing to my soul and my personality. As a way to confirm that there is nothing to fear if I just listen to the guidance of my soul – that spark of inspiration, that pull, that warmth in my chest. In this moment, I’m choosing full integration and full acceptance that soul’s guidance doesn’t end the moment I step into the professional realm. The Universe doesn’t stop working through me the moment I interact with those who may not understand. Maybe, in fact, that’s where I am needed most. To shine a light on another way, a different perspective – to be that spark for someone else, no matter the medium.